In my post about my coming out to my friend yesterday, I neglected to mention that I got my prom dress yesterday as well.
I am dreading prom because there is an excessive amount of “prama” around it.
Girls in my school, and across the nation, make prom Facebook groups to post the dresses that they buy and threaten other girls to not buy those same dresses. I’m serious. Look it up. It was on Yahoo! News once. No girl wants to match.
the incoming week looms ahead
i look upon it with dread
i feel so weak in my knees
i wonder how i’m still standing sometimes
i just want to lie here forever
i want to not want
but only sometimes
i will be able to move on