my blue lips stain your pillowcase
that’s covered in my twisted, stray strands
i stare down into your beautiful face
tracing it with my cold, shaking hands
you see, you’ve been making laps around my mind
your long legs making great strides
or better yet, with my legs, intertwined
you have my mind preoccupied
you make me glow
and my cheeks are always sore from laughing
do you want me, though?
i’m afraid what we have could quickly come down, crashing
and i don’t want that
until you, i didn’t think my heart was capable of pitter-pattering anymore
ever since my veins had been cut and frayed
my heart still isn’t quite healed from the war
but i’m trying to be unafraid
of feeling this way for you
i hope you want “us” to go somewhere too
© 2016 Vic Romero
~Happy New Year! I hope y’all are doing well, blog coming soon! xx
Hello, everyone, hope you all are doing well and you have been having a good new year so far.
My new year has been pretty incredible. I came out to some of my friends and my sister, I found out that the girl that I have been crushing on likes me back (we’ve been talking nonstop for almost three weeks now, it’s been established that we like each other…) and…oh yeah! I went on a date with her! Yesterday, January 20, I had my first official date with anyone, and my first date with her…it was amazing. I’m still in shock that she likes me back, that she has liked me since I started working in July, that we went on a date and that she had a nice time and wants to see me again, that most of her friends know about me and her best friend wants to meet me…it’s all crazy exciting and overwhelming.
Anyway…I have intended to write everyday in 2014, but that didn’t happen once I started talking to her. I was too happy to write, or too…I just couldn’t write.
But I do want to catalog (mostly for me) all that happened between me and her for the past two weeks so…I transferred the texts I sent to my cousin about all my problems/concerns/events onto here because I don’t feel like typing it all again lol. The following texts are only my half of the textversation (texting conversation).
All I want to do
Is lose myself in you
In your words
In your eyes
In your touch
What I have now is not enough
© 2014 Vic Romero
<<exciting blog tomorrowww…>>